We’ll run and be free together.
Live your dreams;
Dream your life.
please tell me, how do you get rid of the memories of rape? the constant panic attacks.. the feeling of drowning in sick images. it wasn't even recent, i just can't let it go.
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I’m so impressed that you asked me this question, because it means that you don’t want to feel the way you feel anymore.. you want to get better. And with the will… you’ll get there.
The memories of rape never really officially go away. I mean it is something that crosses my mind each day, but as I work through my issues through therapy and meds as well, the memories start to fade after a while and turn to ones that don’t need to be looked at with such regret and hurt. Rather, they are looked at as obstacles that we’ve over come, and it’s made us survivors. It makes us who we are today, and you are such a wonderful person inside and out!!!!! Challenges are only given to those who can overcome them, and without a doubt, through time, you’ll get stronger, and you will begin to heal.
Stay Beautiful.
Xoxo
I guess I’m ready to love again.
I am afraid of chasing away those who treat me best. I don’t want to make them run, but I don’t know how to handle being treated right. I’m so used to being treated wrong and being done wrong. It’s scary not knowing what will happen, and I know that it’s going well. But I can’t get it out of my mind, the two years that changed me. They are just part of me permanently… and they follow me… how can anyone get to know me without knowing my story? So I’ll hope and hang on for a while, knowing things will work out.
Oh and I hate my parents fighting.I wish that my family could be a family again, but it will never happen. Anything is possible, yes, but today.. it will never happen.
Oh wellss guess I don’t know what I’m feeling today.
:/
